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:: Tuesday, June 10, 2003 ::
Okay can you say STRESS CITY! I am so stressed right now that if one more thing happens to me I'm going to snap and have a nervous breakdown. I'm like 3 weeks behind where I want to be right now. Nothing is working to destress me either. Not running. Not skating. Not meditation. Nothing! I'm not sure what I'm going to do. I'm sleeping with the t.v. on at night because otherwise if I don't, my mind won't shut down. It's like the friggin energizer bunny. Not that I'm getting much sleeping anyway. But without the t.v. I wouldn't get anything. Of course it doesn't help that it's cold and drizzly in San Diego right now. Actually, I think the sun is trying to break through today. But I haven't made it outside yet.
But I do have my next race on Saturday. When I'm going to get to run this week is another story but I'll have to find time. Even if it means running at 10 at night. Work outs are going great. I keep hoping that I'll destress. Eating has been the pits though because I haven't been. Eating that is. Or at least not much. But I haven't slowed down so I know that's going to catch up with me sooner or later. I guess you can't really exist on Balance Bars, the occasional piece of fruit and coffee huh? Oh not to mention the occasional Chai tea (tastes yummy!) I guess I do need to go to the store and buy actual food. But that costs money and I have no money right now because I have to save for Colorado Springs in August. See another stress. Money!
But I did have my first private skating lesson with Wilma last Sunday. How incredible that was! I LOVED it! I'm sorry now that I didn't do that sooner. Took it with Kimo. Had a blast. I learned so much in that half hour. Now I know what I need to do when I'm on my own. Also, want to send out a Happy Belated Birthday to Kimo! Sorry I missed your actual birthday. You rock big guy!
Had dinner last week with Molly and Junko again. We went to CPK. I absolutely love this place. It's all about the Jamaican Jerk Chicken pizza! And warning to all, there is a Derek Gray look-a-like in San Diego and the three of us spotted him at CPK. There's also an Apolo look-a-like that hangs out at a local Boba tea bar nearby too. I've actually talked to this guy who seemed to be flattered when I told him who he reminded me of. Anyway, I absolutely loved hanging out with Molly and Junko. They're so cool! Major thanks to the both of you for relieving at least a small portion of my stress that night.
Anyway, here's my stress relieving picture! I hope it relieves your stress too!
:: Melinda 1:36 PM [+]
